The BIG Environmental Change

Heya peeps. I am now, currently using another blog site for my blogs. Feel free to drop by.

click HERE for the site.

I am not moving my blog, but just changing environment for a while. Getting bored of blogspot. hehe.

I'll Be There - The Jackson 5
You and I must make a pact, we must bring salvation back
Where there is love, I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you, I'll have faith in all you do
Just call my name and I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you, Build my world of dreams around you,
I'm so glad that I found you
I'll be there with a love that's strong
I'll be your strength, I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter
Togetherness, well that's all I'm after
Whenever you need me, I'll be there
I'll be there to protect you, with an unselfish love that respects you
Just call my name and I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new, I know he'd better be good to you
'Cause if he doesn't, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah
I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there

(Just look over your shoulders, honey - oo)

I'll be there,
I'll be there,
whenever you need me, I'll be there
Don't you know, baby, yeah yeah

I'll be there, I'll be there, just call my name, I'll be there...

Sometimes...

Sometimes, it takes more than just one party to show affection. These things takes two for it to work out, and with that I now understand why I have been drifting away from society the past few weeks.

To make it simple, let's just honestly ask yourself,

have you ever felt tired? Like really tired, tired?

Well, I have. The past few weeks had been stale for me because I had been thinking about alot of stuff that usually wouldn't even cross my mind. I, somehow, got lost along the way. I went from a person that feels for anybody and everybody to a real cold person. I isolated my feelings away from everybody because...I was just so tired; too tired to feel, too tired to know, too tired to please, and too tired to show. I was just..too tired. And with that, I subsciously pulled myself away from society and isolate myself with just me. Who would've knew?..

You know..sometimes we tend to forget who we really are, and I think I have really forgotten who I really was until the other day when I was at Charlene's. Yeah..we did had a talk if you're wondering. According to her, while she was away with her brother's wedding stuff, I've been really distant. And also ever since she got back from Australia, yeah, I was there, but it was as if I am not emotionally there - just the body. You see, there's a story to that.

I used to be a real warm person. I care for everyone as if they are my family, but ever since I had things going on in my life, with the pressure that studies was giving me, I somehow pulled myself away from the world and became the this me. The this me, cares for no one or rather, care less for people. I felt as if I couldn't be bothered listening to people and their problems because I've had enough convincing them that it is okay, when I know it clearly it will not be unless they are able to stand up and say "I CAN"; otherwise, it was just all words. I just didn't see the point anymore, and there is when I withdrawn. I pulled myself away (without me knowing) and restarted my mission to search deeper into life for what I am REALLY passionate for.

Guess what? It did not end well. I wound up pushing everyone I cared for away and became this person that everybody hates. It's really funny now that I think of it. How can one that everybody used to love become someone that, now, everybody hates? Sometimes life just have questions that can never be answered.

Anyways, back to where I was. So, Charlene was telling me that I was emotionally withdrawn from her and everybody else ever since she left to Australia. I did not do it intentionally, but I really was tired from caring for a while. Guess that kinda just made me cold. You see, things happens in many funny ways and this is one of them. Funny thing was, I thought I was fine while Charlene was in Australia for two weeks because I really did not feel that I was crazily missing her while she was away (unlike the last time). It turns out, I was wrong. It was because I had withdrawn myself while she was there, that I manage to not feel anything. And thus, I grew cold. Plus, what I was thinking and pondering about did not help the situation one bit. I got real cold.

That evening, we spent, I think, about an hour talking about this. It took a while to realize what I had done to myself and that how I miss my passion for knowledge. I stopped caring because I could not stand feeling, and because of that, most of me went along with it. I live my life based on intuition, and if without feeling, I could not do nothing - that's why I was so cold (epiphany!). After we talked and after me telling her what was up my ass for the past months, I was alright again, but of course, I need some time to get back. I still feel I'm that ass of a person still.

Awh wells. Things will soon set back in place. Plus I tengah PMS-ing :P . That would explain most of the reason to it - best excuse ever!

Anyways, I'm heading off to watch How I Met Your Mother. It's a damn good show. Cheerio y'all!

The Deaf Couple

heyas. So, many of you know I am working in Midvell for 4days. Yea, I know there isn't much to talk about, but I stumble across something real interesting today. I came across..

a deaf couple.

Yeah, you heard me right - a deaf couple. They were married and both of them are deaf. The only source of communication between them is hand signals. Yes, they do read lips, but hand signals works better. They were in the Maybank fair surveying for usable washing machines. Funny thing was, when I first approach them, I thought they were arrogant for not even replying when I greeted them "may I help you?" I dare not assume they were deaf because it will impolite to call someone deaf if they really are not deaf. After standing there for about, 5minutes, I finally confirmed that they were deaf. I knew the minute when the wife, search for a Toshiba brochure but could not find it. She did not ask her husband verbally, but instead was searching and scouting with the papers on her husband's hands. So then, I confirmed they were deaf. I realized she was looking for the brochure so I quickly took and gave it to them. They were very pleased that I actually bother to serve them.

Yes, communicating with the deaf was sure harder, but it wasn't too hard for me so I manage to go along with it. I could understand the basic things that they were asking me, such as where was it manufactured, how's the repair, what's the lifespan; the wife of the couple, even asked me if Sharp is good. haha. I told them that Sharp is alright, but Toshiba's better. All that while, I was actually communicating with them via simple hand signals and body language. I don't know any crazy complicated ones, but I do know the simple body language that can be understood. In the end, I manage to persuade them that Toshiba is good with their washing machine, that it is very durable. Unfortunately, they did not manage to buy because they did not have enough points to claim. They wanted to get the machine already, but the points were just not enough. They were disappointed.

After that, the wife did something that I think means "swipe more so we are able to claim because we left a bit more". So I told them, when you have enough points, do come back and we were issue a bill for you. Well, technically, I did not tell them, but you get the drill. And so they left. They were so pleased with my service. haha. That, in fact, made my night. Because, unlike a lot, other promoters, I actually treat them like customers, compare prices for them, recommend which is good, even if they are deaf. I don't see why we should separate the least fortunate with, us, normal people.

haha. If you think I am posting this just to blow my own horns, you are wrong. haha. I am actually posting this because to serve that married couple made my night. Also, they made me feel great! haha this not because of me being able to persuade them, but of me being able to communicate with them. I feel really good after that. haha. I even manage to tell them via body language to trust me because I know for a fact that Toshiba is a real good brand and that it's durable. You should've see the looks on their faces, they were really happy that someone actually came and served them. haha. We manage to communicate for about 20minute before they found out that they cannot combine points to redeem, otherwise, they would've bought already. haha. I love that married couple. Very sweet people.I hope they come back tomorrow :)

Anyways, I'm heading to bed now. Tomorrow's going to be crazy! Wish me luck yaw! toodlessss!

Elvis Costello - She Lyrics

She
May be the face I can't forget
The trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay
She
May be the song that summer sings
May be the chill that autumn brings
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day

She
May be the beauty or the beast
May be the famine or the feast
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell
She may be the mirror of my dreams
The smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell

She
Who always seems so happy in a crowd
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry
She
May be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past
That I'll remember till the day I die

She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough in ready years
Me
I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is

She
She, oh she

the break of dawn

There she was, standing in front of my very own eyes, under the imaginary light that was shone from the Heavens above. Perhaps it was her who had really showed me life, her that had brought me to the light, her that had brought real joy to me, yeah perhaps. Her beautiful hair swung from left to right, somehow in a slow motioned picture in my view, to rid her fridge from her oh so flawless face. Everything about her has stopped my heart from beating, thus skipping a beat regardless of my already weak heartbeat. A breath of fresh air is what she is, it was as if I was drowning in the sea and she came, running to save me. Ahhh, sweet sight of love, where have you been all these years? Have you not heard me call from afar? It has been a while as I had once promised you to keep these love in me so it is one day enough to blow an angel away to be human, so that this poor, tortured soul is finally loved. Oh sweet misery, you have tortured me so.

An angel came down upon my fall, ironically seeking for my very help. I heard her calling from afar and with that it brought me to her from wherever I was. Oh, a broken wing she had. I helped her out, patched her up and lend her a shelter and shoulder to stay and lay on. Eventually, love slowly grew and we had a mutual understanding of one another. And so she left, leaving me hanging to my emotions of doubt and sorrow. It was indeed lonely.

Days went pass, months went by, but there were no sign of her anywhere. Though, I did not searched for her, but my emotions sure did. Oh, how I miss the chemistry, the words she used, the love she could give. I go to bed every night longing for what I have got but threw away for the floating words which I had myself to believe. It was indeed real sad..

One fine day, she decided to return to my very life and God, I was never happier. I know it was impossible, but I have longed for the feel of connection, the feel of known, and the feel of being loved. The Heavens had heard what I was thinking and had sent her back to my arms. It happened within mere days. It was a great day for me; even though, I know there is no way one can be in love with an angel. I love her every move and her every move stops my heart from beating. Perhaps it was her, perhaps it was her who actually showed me...life.


p.s. random ... err... whatever you call it that was inspired by some cina song =P

I wish you knew
the truth
about
how i
feel

wordswordswords.

words of EVERthing

keeps playing in my head

have you ever FALLEN?

knowing you can never have?

IN deep thoughts we think alike

LOVE one another for we live only once

be strong and fight for your rights

WITH full smiles and joy

we will for sure one day get it

be with SOMEONE you can love

find for something great

always be humble

think of the positive

one WHO is great

be great and there for YOU will win

words words words

KNOW your stuff before you act

be tough so you can be strong

be brave so YOU can help yourself up

because we CAN'T afford to fail

perhaps, yeah.

do you appreciate what you HAVE?

thoughts in my head are swimming

all over the place.

A New Beginning?

Holla peeps! I'm back. I am suddenly having a crazy craving for chocolate. Perhaps later I will go get one for myself. Something really odd happened just now. I know I wasn't asleep in the evening, but somehow, right now, I feel as if I just woke up (also with that ringing headache). I only felt as if my body was rested, but I did not sleep. I was just watching videos from my laptop. That is just weird la. Anyhow, on the side note, everything is slowly getting back into place. I don't know why, but I feel so. haha. For the past few weeks I've been feeling nothing but a crazy tense and stress, but now, somehow, everything is slowly coming back.

And I don't know why, but I feel as if things have changed over the weeks. As if nothing is like how it used to be? haha. But it's for the better I think. One thing's for sure...I've been really happy. haha. Reason to why I am happy? haha hmm..I just am! haha. keke...

Anyways, I wanted to post out of sheer boredom, so forgive me. haha. I'm out to get my chocolates now :) bubbyes!

I know it may not be true,
but can I still remain close to you?
Perhaps one day you'll realize,
that what you feel is not a lie

Poetic Cradle

Your Whisper
you are my like little Petunia, my flower of grace,
you turn my world upside down with that smile on your face.
with words so comforting like no other,
you sure my made my world so much better.

you painted my life with full of colours,
also got me out from the world of bummers.
you are a treasure i will forever keep,
never have you disapprove of my wondrous leap.

my dear, you are one of a kind,
one that will forever be mine.
every word i say, i say it true,
never once have i not think of you.

you came into my world, showing me joy,
also respected me and not playing me like a toy.
my world is now all light and sunshine,
all thanks to you my love, my baby of mine.

p.s. random post. not meant to be directed to anyone.

The Man Behind The Glass Window

Heyas peeps! I am back and finally with something to blog about. haha. Anyhow, it has been a crazy weekend - in a good way. I had so much fun the past two days! First I went for Mad to Max, which was on Friday, and then Charlene's brother, Ken's Wedding on Saturday! I have to say, it was real nice to be out there again :) it feels so goooood. haha.

Anyways, talking about the event that I went for, it was a inter-college Hip-hop dance competition. It was held in Euphoria, organized by HELP University College. There was a series of colleges that entered in the fight for RM1000. If I am not mistaken, there was around 5-6 teams that entered, and there were THREE teams from Taylor's College. Unfortunately, none of them got into the finals. Every teams would have to dance their way to the finals in order to win. The finals will consist a team of two, battling it out for the win.

Like I said before, even though Taylor's College manage to enter three teams, unfortunately they did not get in; however, the teams that manage to get into the finals were the team from TAR College and the team from MMU collaborated with SEGi College. In my own opinion, from the start, team Dynamixs, which is the team from MMU+SEGi College, has powned all other teams. This is very well because team Dynamixs's dance moves were really synchronized and they were, in fact, dancing as one and not as individuals. So who won? Take a wild guess ;)

Later on the night, we went on partying in Euphoria, opened a bottle and danced all night. After my experience in Euphoria, I don't really like it. The crowd was sorta immature and I was actually expected the place to be bigger, but no, it is actually real small. hms..haha. The drinks are actually expensive too, but after that night of drinking, I am off heavy drinking for real. My gosh...It was really bad. I never felt that feeling of puking that bad after drinking whiskey before. I loved whiskey, but God knows why I can't seem to take it anymore. haha. For now, I'll just stick to wine and bits of beer =]

Anyways, after that one rough night of drinking and dancing, I move on to another great day; Ken and Emma's Wedding. Woke up first thing in the morning to get ready for the BIG day :) . The wedding mass was held in Ken's very church that he and his family went since he was young, which was in Good Shepard Church. It was a simple yet very beautiful wedding. Nick, Colin and I got there JUST in time for the mass. haha. Though after that day, I am not a big fan of church mass, but it feels great to be a part of it :) . The mass started at 10.30am and ended around 11.45am. Then everyone make their way out to the hall for a lunch reception. Ken and Emma looked really great together and they were so in love and happy :) . It was sure an honour to be there.

The lunch reception ended around 2.30pm, and it is also when Nick, Colin, Charlene and I made our way out of church. We went to Von's to get Charlene's slideshow fixed for later the night where by her slideshow of Emma and Ken will be shown in the wedding dinner reception, in Chorus Hotel. It had a bit of problem, but was fixed momentarily. So, the dinner was held in Chorus Hotel, which is not too far away from KLCC. The dinner supposedly started by 7.30pm, but Malaysian being Malaysians, the guests only fully arrived at 8.30pm. Even though, it started late, it was still a blast! I had so much fun.

The wedding dinner only ended at 12.30am, but because we were staying back for a lil bit, we stayed till 1am. The dinner was good, but the food was kinda...crappy. haha. Anyhow, the best thing about the wedding was the dance. Everyone started dancing at 10pm till 12.30am non-stop! haha. It was a great crowd. Eurasians, I tell you, they really know how to boogey!. heehee. It was real great to be a part of the wedding, I really enjoyed myself - with the dancing especially! It was great. After we left the hotel, haha, Von, Nick, and I decided to go for a round of Left4Dead in v2! hahaha. I sent Colin off because he wanted to go home. He was really tired. Anyways, we gamed till 3am from around 1.45am. haha. It was great fun, really.

Well, that's what happened during my weekend. It was real fun and real great experience (of the wedding). I would soooooooo get married to a Eurasian just 'coz they have great wedding reception. It is wayyy more romantic than Chinese weddings are. haha. Anyways, I am heading to bed now. Planning to skip Computing again :P . Goodnights all and take care.

LaneHoz wants to show you a time of your life

p.s. i am lazy to upload the pics from the two days..hehe

Apa Nih? haha.

God, I am just sooo lazy to go to class. haha. Anyways, heh..PIG IS BACK!! :D She is back from Australia just yesterday. Due to the H1N1 virus, their family are advised to quarantine themselves for at least a week to prevent any chance of the virus spreading. I, for one, did not care, along with a bunch of my friends, Nick, Von and Colin. haha. We went to see her yesterday itself because we missed her way too much to wait another week hehe. It feels good to have her back in Malaysia; things are just not the same without her around y'know? ;)

So..Today's a Tuesday. haha, we all know that. And as usual, I will do my Tuesdays routine with Pig by following her to college. haha. Pig didn't bother to quarantine herself because she has got better things to do. haha. Anyways, we went extra early today because she had to get some things done. After having lunch with her and her other friend, Kaithiri, they head back to college and I stayed in summit to steal some WiFi from the nearest Kopitiam heh..It was 12pm then.

At 2pm, I received a call from Pig. She was like.."eh dude! let's ciao", I was like..huh? "so early?", and haha what'dya know? She was chased out form her college because she is quarantined for a week from college! hahaahahha! It was hilarious. Her lecturer was saying that everyone who is back from Australia has to be excused from college due to the H1N1 virus, for a week! hahaha! Life wtf? hahaha. She was so God damn amused. She got chased out, not because of anything bad, but because she is quarantined! LOL. wtf?! LOL. But then again, she came from Perth and Perth is clean from H1N1. haha.

My gosh..Who would've known eh? LOL. Just when you think they are not serious about these quarantine business. LOL. haha. Anyways, that's all I got for now. haha. Till next time! :)

A Tribute

As most of us already know, our very own, the 'King of Pop', also known as Michael Jackson, has passed away on June 25th (America's date) due to a sudden Cardiac Arrest (a fancy word for heartattack), in his own residence, in L.A. The time of death was approximately, around, 2.30pm (in America), which means it was 2.30am here when it happened. His 'departure' was so sudden, that it shocked the whole music industry and the entire world as well. He was truly a legend (though I, personally, don't really favour his music, but some are pretty, damn nice!). His music was great to some, but life-changing to a lot. Fans all over the world mourns his death through whatever ways they can get their hands on; internet, music, art, poetry, videos of tribute, etc.

This is a tribute from me to our very own, the 'King of Pop'.

“In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.”

-Michael Jackson-

He was a loving person and always wanted nothing but good for the world, especially children. He sees the world from the view of a very hopeful man, a man with a near impossible dream. This dream of his, has pushed him so far that he held charity concerts, produce songs to send out messages, starting all sorts of causes, and more. Though it seems impossible, but he kept on hoping and believing that his dream of...

making this world

A BETTER PLACE

will one day be achieved.

R.I.P Michael Jackson
You will always be remembered

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I have absolutely nothing to blog about. haha.

-----the end-----

hahaha.

nothing, really

my love for you is crazier than the sea of fire,
my love for you is greater than the strongest wind can blow.
my love, you set my soul on fire,
but sadly, I had to let you go.

never, did i ever forgot about you,
maybe i have for just a 'lil while.
despite the fact that we live in a world of two,
you never did left my mind, not with your warm smile.

you were my life, my soul, my heart,
and also my greatest gift from the Gods.
you are like a living piece of moving art,
painting my everyday with colours and flowers of all sorts.

even though i know you and i are different,
but it is because of that we were so alike.
thank you for saving me, for helping me learn,
it is definitely you that i forever will like.

i love you but sadly, you do not know that,
all my past affords are, as usual, in vain.
i love you and i hope you know that,
sometimes, it's best we do not know the game.

p.s. i don't know why i wrote that. lol. depressed kot.

p.s.s. this is just another random entry if you're getting your imagination all wild. lol.

The 'Work'ing Mind

Heya loyal peeps. I'm back again with another post about another thing I would like, again to share with you people *laughs to herself*. In a short while I will be sitting for my marketing quiz II and I have yet studied (damn). I feel rather fatigue-ish today so I wouldn't even bother to. If I could, I would skip even. Anyways, I am again, blogging from my college computer lab because I have nothing better to do (denying the fact that I need to study) and also I am too sleepy and tired to be movin' around the corridor. And that would mean..after the quiz, I will go straight home to sleep. LOL. Though..this next quiz is a short answer quiz, which I sort of dread coz I do not know anything about Marketing. I am just not a business-minded person. bleagh.

Anyways, pig is coming back in two days! :D Can't wait for her return. Thank goodness I am fetching her, otherwise I have no idea when I am able to see her next. I am dying as it is...sorta. I can still live, but it would be better having her around. lol. Sometimes I do wonder to myself how am I going to live without her in my life. lol. Only God knows.

Many of you may have known that I've been working over the weekends, and a shocking 12 hours job too >.<. What more but as a sales promoter at a crappy place somewhere near my residential area? haha. I work part-time for Toshiba at Carefour, for those who don't know about it. I work in Wangsa Maju branch of Carefour, and ain't easy, mind you. To promote and know every bits about the product is harder than you think. To top that off, imagine 12 hours of constant standing..It's just is so tiring. I haven't had proper rest because of my work. I am going to work one last time tomorrow to help my friend out. This time, I am going to face the market alone (time to curik tulang). I hope I am able to sell something off tomorrow. I really want to. haha. For those of you who want to come see me work (or buy something hopefully :P), come to Carefour, Wangsa Majy, the electronics side where all the stock clearance corner is located. haha. Come! I will be bored. heh..

I don't believe I got a blister on my heel coz of work. Crazy eh? haha. Anyways, I'm off here. Tired. Will catch yaz around yo! Have fun and good luck to those who are having exams in Degree! :D

Toodles!

Makerting Quiz II : Today at 3.30pm

Computing Word Presentation : Next Wednesday

Mid-term Examination : 2 weeks from now

signing off

p.s. : i miss pig...

Work = Hell

Omg. Who would've known to work is so tiring. I almost forgot the feel of working until today, and mind you it doesn't feel good one bit. My feet are aching! The last time I stood for so long was like what?..3 years ago? Working for Disney. Ever since then, I did not work until now.

So, what's the deal with me suddenly working? Well, I am now currently working under my friend, Ee Von as a part-time Toshiba promoter. Today was my first job. Well actually...It wasn't mine to begin with with. My other friend was supposed to be working but since she's not feeling well, Von called me to replace her for two days. So yea, here I am, working for my weekend (that initially i planned to sleep in).

I'm working and promoting for Carefour (which i hate) and omg..already I hate the work. The management sucks like shit, staff there aren't too friendly, and the senior promoters tend to bully the juniors. Wtf..Somehow, everything to them is a competition (which technically is). They are not friendly one bit. If they can, they want to sabotage you and constantly critisizing your promo products. ...>.<. Dumbfucks.

Anyways, work today was alright. There are a lot customers though. Though, none of them bought anything, but we (my friend and I) promoted a lot. We ALMOST sold one washing machine of $1999.99. ALMOST. haha. But that lady forgot that particular credit card and so she left. She's coming back tomorrow though :D Yeay! First sale! $$ Cha-Ching! ;D The end of the day, we also manage to sell off the DVD player which cost $156.00. heh..

Anyways, I'm going off now. Tired from work and facebook is giving me hell. Seeyas!

Montessori Philosophy

Holla peeps. Sorry for the late updates, but I have been indeed very busy. So what's going on? Nothing much actually. Tomorrow Charlene is heading to Singapore for her Supervisory Training with Olivia *yaiks*. Five days of no Pig..Grr...

On the side note, my assignments are finally up and running (except for my marketing). I haven't been having the mood to actually study until two days ago. It is weird how I need a push to get myself back on track. What happened two days ago? Well, two days ago, I attended a talk called An Hour with Mr Lee Havis regarding on Charlene's course, which is Montessori. I love the talks that her college department in SEGi college, Subang Jaya organizes. Their talk are always very much beneficial. I somehow can NEVER find those in HELP University College. I love these talks, it boost me to keep going on and to continue what I am doing.

What? What is Montessori? I am not surprised if you have no idea what Montessori is. Well, here I am going to tell you what is Montessori is all about.

Montessori - The word was originated from Dr. Maria Montessori, founder of Montessori Philosophy. Montessori aims on studying as well as to help the development of an individual from birth to maturity within the background of his/her life-situations. Montessori is a sort of early childhood education, but the method used by Montessori practitioners are different from an early childhood teacher. You will be amazed by how different is different if I were to explain to you one by one.

Anyways, Montessori states that "A child's work is to create the person she/he will become". Montessori practitioners believes that a child should be given the freedom to use their inborn powers to develop physically, intellectually, and spiritually. Every child is born with a talent, and those talent can be found and implied into their own lives with proper guidance. Most people in the world today stresses on academics, and because of that, the child's initial goal to find their own inner talent has gone. They were left with no choice but to score good with their grades and have no other room for anything else. Montessori is very much against with just academics.

A child's mind works wonders. It is also very much young and fresh, which therefore able to learn a lot. But if we were to restrict them from a lot, they will not have a chance to explore what are their inner talent and need for life. A child is capable of doing a lot. They want to learn every single thing they see and touch if possible. We should never restrict their option, but to keep it open and let them explore to see which is best suite them. We, in fact, do not know what a child is capable of doing. I know most parents ended up deciding for their child(ren) because they think their child(ren) do not know how to choose for themselves. On the contrary to that, a child do know how to think for themselves. We should never underestimate them.

In short, Montessori is a study or a method to help a child develop their inner talent so the child can become what they want to become. Different from most pre-school, Montessori allows the child to roam about the classroom with very limited condition, if possible, none. As long as the child knows the basic rules and regulation such as, putting the materials back in place once it is used. A child should not restricted but to be given the freedom to explore, and with that, I am done with my blog today.

haha. have a good night everyone.

Computing Word Report : Week 7

Marketing Quiz 2 : Monday (8/6)

Midterm Examination : Week 8 (approx. 3 weeks from now)

signing off

p.s. : i need to start burning the songs and videos for pig to bring to olivia.

The Evil Sloth Speaks

I am lazy. Lazy, lazy, lazy. Right now, I am supposed to have class and yet I skipped because I see no point of 2 hours of exempted Computer Lab class. Even so, last week I nearly died of boredom searching for information about E-Commerce for my report, which is soon due, during the class. Thank God there isn't Marketing class today. I am way too lazy to be going. It's a 35minutes drive from here to college, and it gets tiresome after a while. Gosh.

It's the 4th week of college and already I feel so lazy to attend the classes. I've already skipped a total of 12 or 13 classes? Considering each subjects on different days. But yea, 12 to 13 classes already in the 4th week. You tell me whether this is hardcore shit or not. I am just so lazy. College isn't what it used to be. It is now boring and dull. And I've got no one I can stick around to hang out. Everyone's...just so different and somehow on a different level from me. Great. I feel like stopping and starting anew elsewhere.

On the side note, I am heading to Euphoria tonight. Whee..(I think). I've only got 100bucks with me to get there. Plus, I am fetching everyone here and there. Gosh. That's the reason why we do not mingle with bosses, and it's that we can never say no. Not that I want to anyways. heh..I've finally got a reason to get out of this sad excuse of a prison home to go out for once. I am trapped as a dog in my house, I tell you. Every night there will be an alarm on without a doubt, so to sneak out is a bloody waste of time and energy. The alarm is very damn loud too if you trigger it (I sometimes trigger it for fun to scare the neighbours..heh..). So yea, I'm trapped like a dog in a cage.

Hm..since I've got nothing to do right now..I should think up on what I can do today..first..

1. Finally continue my Final Fantasy game on Playstation 2.
2. Get some good food because I feel like utter crap.
3. Think of what to wear tonight to portray a good image >.<.
4. Start composing possible chords for Charlene's new Rock song.
5. Do not spend that 100bucks I borrowed from mum.
6. [IMPORTANT] Constantly check mailbox for HELP mails that is mailed to dad!

You must be wondering why should I check the mailbox constantly. Well, it is because, as you all know, I've skipped a numbers of classes and there are BOUND to be warning letters. So, to save myself some yelling, I'm going to get the letter at hand before it gets to dad. If it does, I'll be in hell a lot trouble. *yaiks*.

Anyways, I am going to off to do my things now. Will catch you all laters.

toodles.

Krazy (now jump up let's get krazy! :P)

OMG! I feel so stressed! The best part is I don't even know why! Gosh. I am supposed to be sound asleep now for I have class at not 12pm, not 2, but 10am! which means I got to wake up really, really, REALLY early. My goodness, gracious. I hope I can faster work and faster get some cash at hand. I really need it. My gosh..Tomorrow I'm heading out with my ex-boss and I need the cash 'coz we are heading to Euphoria >.<" . Bloody far. I can't say no to her because, well.., she's my boss! >.<"" .

What I heard was that a really good friend of ours (yes, I don't mean it) suggested to head towards Euphoria instead of The Asian Heritage Row. So now the battle is:

VS

they both look scarily alike..

which also means, cheaper versus the more expensive. But I mean..Heritage Row is so much closer to home. Plus I need to get them from Danau Kota, which is in Stapak, to Sunway. That is pretty damn far. If it were to be Heritage Row, it'd be more closer. I do not mind bringing them here and there, but do consider the option of the driver eh?..I am getting them from Times Square to Danau Kota already for dinner, it would be wiser to head to Heritage Row. That is 'coz to go to Heritage Row from Stapak isn't too bad of a distance, but from Stapak to Sunway?..Gosh..That's a killer. Plus the fees for tolls?..Suicide x_x . Plus, I am most probably to send them to Midvell, back to their hotels afterwards. Oh wells..lol. It's all for the fun..right?..I just hope my mom agrees to lend me some cash at hand..>.<.

Oh gosh..I feel so stressed. Thank God there isn't Marketing class tomorrow. Otherwise, I got to stay back until 4pm. You can ONLY imagine how tired and sleepy I will be tomorrow if there is a Marketing class. Oh, by the way, I came across this really, superbly, funny picture! Check it out.


Who WAS Adlof Hitler?

haha! Hilarious. It's amazing how people can answer such answers in their paper! It's hilarious. I guess this fella isn't smarter or rather "as smart" as those kids in that stupid TV show 'Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader?' haha. That show is so sad. So, so sad. Why would they put adults in such position where they to prove to the world that they are dumber than a 5th grader? That is dumb. haha :P . And those who participate, they are dumb to show the world that they're dumb. haha. Of course 5th graders are genuises! They are just 11 years old and that is the time where kids manage to absorb most of their knowledge. Gosh..haha.

Omg..I need those relaxing breaks man..I just do. Just like this one picture I found haha :P .


OCTOPUS!! =]

haha. Anyways, I think I should hit the sacks now. Will catch you all later. Nighties.

Business Quiz Postponed : Next Thursday

Computing Principles Quiz : (unknown day) Next week

Business Outline due date : Next Thursday (after quiz)

Computing Principles Words report due date : week 7 (appx. 2weeks from now)

Signing off

p.s. i feel sticky..(yes, i've taken my shower)

Can You Hear Me Whispering?

sometimes, i have reasons to why i don't choose to talk. i have all the answers in the world and it's all in me, fearing to come out, afraid of what the responses are because it is normally turned down or being yelled at.

Do we know it all? Nope, we don't.

I'm sorry for not making this blog interesting enough. It is more of my space to vent, virtually. haha. I have no interest in posting up photos and talk about them photos unless I have the mood to. It is just too much work for me. Plus, my computer is annoyingly slow so, it isn't advisable. Once again I am trying to stop using the word 'lol' from my virtual vocabulary. It seems that I am using once too often. Hms..who would've known eh?..

I hate that my blog is constantly about me and what I think of the world. I hate it, but this is the only place I can really pour my everything to. Call it a virtual diary, I'd like to call it a healthy session of venting or ranting heh..I feel sort of better after blogging. Sort of. It used to work a lot back in the days; not so much nowadays. I honestly do not know what happened there. Perhaps, it is one of those phases. I know I used to get addicted to blooging. Now, it is just impossible for me to do so because I am lazy and I have nothing to talk about. Even if I do, it'd be the same thing again and again so, there's no point.

So today, I went to Summit, yet again. It's my Tuesdays routine for the next three month. I follow Charlene to USJ, Subang Jaya, to her college while I hang at the cafe around the area until she is done with her class. And again, do not ask me why am I so nice, I just am. Put a sock to it already. Today, I got lectured three times by two different people which annoyed the living hell out of me, but I cannot do anything but to listen. Ugh..sometimes I just wished they'd listen to my side of the story without judging it or rather, understand it. But no harm done la..It's all for the better.

I am somehow very much distracted tonight, which made me sleepless even though I am super tired. I do not know what's exactly in my mind. Can't really pin-point it for me to even say what's wrong. Perhaps it is the time of the month coming its way. I hope it is.

Anyways, I am going to start working soon. With Toshiba. Gonna start promoting home appliances for Toshiba. I just hope I do not freeze when I get the job. Electronics was never my best thing to remember about. Oh which reminds me, I need to get some slacks for work too. Geez...so many thing to get, so lil cash at hand.

I should be sleeping now. It's close to 3am already. Gotta wake up in two hours time. Hopefully I can. aih..

Goodnight all. Sweet dreams.