new look

finally got to edit the damn blog. omg. it took me a whole 6 hours of it. >.<

enjoy the new look ;)

Who Knew?

Wow. I never knew. I just...never knew. I thought my life has no problem that even I, have to make up some story to myself feel in place. I just realised that, I, am not the problem in my life, the people whom I hold close to heart, are. Who knew, who knew..

Knowing that I have a friend who fell so hard in love for someone whom she thought was the one, but was eventually shot down by him, is just very much devastating.

Knowing that I have a friend who thinks he is doing what he wants, but will soon to discover the reasons behind it; that is for someone whom he had a never-ending attraction to.

Knowing that I have a friend that can never make up a choice whether to continue or not to continue is very, very sad.

Knowing that I have a friend that can never seem to feel enough for whatever he does is very damaging.

Knowing in general..is very devastated, sad and damaging.

Sometimes I just wish I don't know anything..Oh, how I wish..

Leadership Camp

"What is important is that we all have teamwork, we all have the determination to keep marching forward"

Leadership camp had did me good, and I loved it so much! It surely have taught me how to be a more stronger person and keep on looking forward. Somehow, this camp is what I need to reassure myself that I am capable of doing more than I think I can. I used to believe in that, but of course, we all tend to forget what we are here for. We all tend to forget. lol. Sad to say, but it is just reality biting us from the behind. Oh wells, everything happens for a reason. All I can say is that, HUC, HMC, leadership camp, was worth it. Every bruise, every ache; it was all worth it. Great experience, great time.

JUMP SHOT! ;D

She moved very slowly, almost like creeping along the walls of that creepy looking home. She took a knife and cut whatever that was in her way, moving herself closer to the door. Scared, she took a big gulp and tried to forget about it. 'Ding dong' , she pressed the bell that was at the side of the door. The door opened itself, also with a slight creaking sound added to it. She was so frightened, she could not stop shivering. Then...


ahh...i'm too tired to think. will continue soon.