The Flash Backs

OMG! lol! School's out! FOR REAL!! lol. I'm gonna miss the moments I had in high school. Personally, I have to thank Nick for his wake up call. His blog made me realize the times I had, isn't all bad. lol. THANK YOU!! A LOT!! I'm gonna belanja you something one day..Shall I bring you to the nearest mamak?..hehe..Well, I know I said that it was such relief to leave school and all. Don't get me wrong, I do, but, the moments and memories I had..Priceless I have to say. Funny if you recall how and what had happened in the past 5 years. It was hilarious! LOL!! And the times in primary school, and primary school dramas..lol! Funny weiihh..I am truly blessed with friends that catch my tears and friends that catch me when I fall. I am truly thankful for their existence. I did actually wonder, what my life be if I don't know them?..What would happen to me?..God knows and I don't intend to find out myself! lol.

First person here I gotta tell the world about is, Nicholas Yeoh!!..Recently he got himself a new middle name, which is his confirmation name, Stewart. So, Nicholas Stewart Yeoh, thanks again for this wake up call!..We've known each other for God knows how long..The first time we met, was a total blur but what I really remember was, he was the only friend I had back in primary school when my friends left me behind. I can be considered as the social outcast. But yeahh, he was around me during primary 2..All de freaking time! lol. I was so thankful to have a friend back then cause I didn't have anyone. That is why I cherish friends so much..lol. Yeah, Nick, you have changed my life by putting hope in me..I was crushed by the fact I was alone back then but you came to me and ever since then, we're friends till now!! haha! Amazing, simply amazing. We were at a point of no talking for a while when we went to high school..For 2 years to be exact. But after we end up in the same class..lol. The magic happened by itself again. lol. God is powderful! hehe.

Hahaha! The second person I want to mention is Maitthreyan!! This jackass! lol. I remember last time in primary school, I got whacked up by my dad cause of him! In front of the class!! lol! But anyhow, he apologized afterwards..lol. I am such a nice person! ish. lol. Anyways, this fella here, we used to hang out like freaking a lot! I remember the whole school doesn't like him but I said "He's ok to me. He's nice! Wth you're talking about?!" lol! I remember the whole powerpuff song we used to tease! lol! Especially the purple puff..Bunny?..If I'm not mistaken..hahahaha!! We used to laugh and play and laugh even more! Not caring what people thinks. He was a trouble-maker la but seriously, like all boys, you don't kacau them, they don't kacau you. So, yeah, can't blame him there. lol. I love that bastard la! Such an idiot! lol We laughed our ass off when we're in the bus together last time and all sort! haha. Fella still contact me and all la..But sadly, he ain't around here anymore..He shifted..lol but still can manage!! lol!

Third, third, third!!! JIE JUAN!!!! JJ!!! JJ CHEAH!! lol. God damn this idiot! lol. I remember in primary school, fella defend himself like don't know what!! lol. I kena la for certain things I'm not supposed to but haha! I can't blame the fella, seriously. lol! Fella is still my friend. Very close but not in the same school. But boleh la..kan JJ?..lol ;)

LOL!!! 4th! Raagavendra Ravee, my indian macha!! haha. He is gay, I tell you!! lol. Joking, my indian friend! lol!! Well, this fella ah..I tak tau nak cakap apo! lol. We're buddies now in form 5. We're super close! haha! The fella can crack something stupid up without faiL!! lol. The first time we met was in secondary school. In form 2!! PHANTOM OF DE OPERA!!!! *jeng jeng jeng jennngggg* lol. The amount of drama we received. lol. Terrible, I tell you! haha! The phantom was a success! lol. Seriously, the drama was crazy!! loll!~ And after that, we went to form 3..We aren't as close in form 3 than in form 2..'Cause we're in a different class. So, in form 3. . . . .

I met this girl. This girl with full of problem up her sleeves all de time..And that girl is Charlene Anne Lee..The PIG!!!!! lol! Actually, I met her in form 1 itself..But we're not close at all. Well, it seems that in form 3, she was in the same class as I am and I felt rather awkward around her the first few times. lol! And I ended up sitting beside her in class! Imagine that huh?..lol. I remember how we got close so very clearly. lol. It was during February test and she needed to talk to someone but no one was available to talk to. So, she turned to me, and she started talking about her love problems..lol..It was rather random of her to do so. And lol! I remember the end of that conversation, she was like, yeay!! I got someone new to talk to!! lol. Ever since then, she tells me everything. It took me a while to open up to her and it took her long enough to wait. lol! You should see the number of attempts she did! hahaha! Pig, pig, pig...lol!! Funny, according to her, if I didn't appear in her life, she would've be this ultimate bitch that can't control her emotions..Hmms, I always do wonder if it's true..But heck!! haha! I manage to calm the pig down! hehe! Down piggy!..DOWN!! lol! Jokinggsss! :D

These people had change my freaking life! haha. Without them, lol. God knows what happen. I truly and honestly, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU!!! Thank you for good times, the bad and the unforgettables. Thank you all for everything, thank you for the moments we've shared, thank you for the arguments that made me stronger, thank you. Just, thank you..I really and honestly am thankful for the existence of you all..Charlene, Nick, Raaga, Mait, JJ and even the rest of my friends!! Saw, Navin, Ee Von, Kus Kus and all..Thank you..Thank you for everything...Thank you...

Another poem.

The Unspoken

I tried to be,
More than me,
But the outcome was,
All gone with the dust.

Walking down the lane,
I felt a huge pain,
At the corner of my heart,
There lies the poisonous dart.

Lying down on the floor,
Thinking what is my life for,
When I can't do anything right,
And being the one who always lose the fight.

No, I will not sleep,
When I am sinking this deep,
Deep into the depths of thoughts,
Thinking of the pain I have brought.

This one person you're now seeing,
Is indeed sinking very deep,
Sinking so deep until she could feel,
A breaking heart as if it was real.

I need you to just hold me tight,
And give an exact path to the light so bright.
Guide me to the truth among the lies,
And help me dry my tears from my cries...

Hmms.

As I sit here in the dark, I look around seeking for a spark. What is it that is missing from the heart of mine?..Have I done any crime to deserve this one painful fine?..Wait, it isn't painful or even joy, Maybe I am just a toy. No, definitely not. That was not what I was taught. This feeling I have in me, Maybe it's just something i can't see. What is it?..What is it?..What is it that I feel so missing, so empty and so...lost?...

The Moment Of Truth.

Well guys, this is it. This is the moment of truth. We are officially leaving our high school years in just a few days. We best make the best out of what we have left. To those who has something they want to do at the last moment of being a high school student, do it now, for we won't be turning back once we head to college. I know I am truly satisfied during my high school years. Those memories and moments will stay in my heart forever. That I can promise to everyone of you that I truly love and care. I am surprised how fast time flies. It feels like just yesterday I first met everyone in high school. Time flies so fast when you don't notice. How odd. lol. Anyways, yeah. We are leaving high school!! I am so excited that I am finally taking a step forward to the real world, where the sharks and killer whale set their den. I am all for challenges in the real world! Hit me baby!! YEAH!! lol.

Well, I for one, can't wait to go to college. I won't leave my friends behind of course. No matter how busy I will be, I will make sure I have time for them no matter what. Words can't put how thankful I am to be able to meet those bastards!! haha! Those bastards are my world, my life. And they will be, no matter where I go. Who knows, one of the days in the future, we will one day meet up somewhere in the streets of KL and say, "HEY!! you are Ho right?! Omg! How long has it been??.." I can so imagine..lol. Yeah, we are moving on and hell I'm not turning back for nuts! I am ready and I want to go through new experiences and the next trial of life! I'm ready! lol. I am very happy that we are finally going out of high school. We need the time to breathe and this is the time.

I will never forget those assholes that were there for me no matter what. lol, assholes. I really appreciate it. Pig, Von, Kus, Saw, Nick, Ga and everybody else, they are my friends and I am proud to say that they are!! lol. They are also my bastards, my idiots, my assholes and most of all, my friends!!! :D lol. I am really thankful for them and I will never forget them. I won't!!! Nope. lol. Slap me if I do. lol. Anyways, that is it for me. Till next post, ciao!

When A Digi Operator meets....me!!

LOL!!!!! Digi operators are super amusing!! lol. Here's the story. Today, I accidentally locked my phone SIM. So, I called up the Digi operator and the conversation goes like this.....

Beep....Beep....Beep....
Digi Operator : Hello, what may I help you?..
Me : Hi! I would like to retrieve my PUK number please. I accidentally locked my phone SIM.

Digi Operator : Okay. I will now confirm your phone number that is 016-*******. Is it correct miss?..
Me : Yeah!
Digi Operator : Okay miss. Can I please have your name?..
Me: Uhh..Elaine.
Digi Operator : Okay miss Elaine, may I know under who's name you number is registered?..
Me : Err..I think's it's under my aunty's name...

Yada, yada, yada...My first attempt went down the drain. So, I thought, I should just fake it. And haha! I did! It went like this....


Beep...Beep...Beep....
(a different operator answered)
Digi Operator : Hello. What may I help you?..
Fake aunty(me) : (sounding like a retard) Hello. My name is Miss Shim. Can I have my PUK number please?..I accidentally locked my phone SIM.
Digi Operator : Okay Miss Shim, can I confirm your number that is 016-*******. Is that correct?..
Fake aunty : Yeah.
Digi Operator : Okay miss. Can I have your I/C number please?..
Fake aunty : My I/C number?..Uhm...My I/C number....I..Don't remember. I got short term memory lost....
Digi Operator : Uhm..Okay. When is your birthday then?..
Fake aunty : Err...September....26th??....
Digi Operator : Uhm..No..Okay, where do you live?..
Fake aunty : I...Don't remember...But it's somewhere in Genting Klang!
Digi Operator : Okay...What plan you're using then?..
Fake aunty : What plan..Err..Friends &.....*pause*...What plan do you have?? Is it necassary to ask all of these?..
Digi Operator : Yes. In order to get the PUK number, you need your I/C number but since you don't remember....
Fake aunty : I'm sorry.
Digi Operator : It's okay. Do you have friends and family then?..
Fake aunty : Yeah!
Digi Operator : Okay, name me one of the numbers.
Fake aunty : Okay. 016-*******
Digi Operator : Okay miss. Your PUK number is bla bla bla bla..You best write it down because this is the same PUK number if say u need it again.
Fake aunty : Ok. I will.
Digi Operator : (Repeats the PUK number)
Fake aunty: *blurs*
Digi Operator : (Repeats again)
Fake aunty : Okay. Can you repeat it again?..I didn't catch it before that.
Digi Operator : (Repeats again in frustration)
Fake aunty : Ah! Thanks!
Digi Operator : Thank you for being a Digi customer, miss. Have a nice day. Bye
Fake aunty : Okay bye!

haha!! Amusing giler wei! stupid Digi operator..haha! But I was amazed by her patience though. Really cools. lol. Anyways, that's it from me! Ciaos!