Sunday, 15 June 2008

the current Me song

Within Temptation - All I Need



I'm dying to catch my breath
Oh, why don't I ever learn?
I've lost all my trust
Though I've surely tried to turn it around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear me down
You've opened the door
Now, don't let it close

I'm here on the edge again
I wish I could let it go
I know that I'm only one step away
From turning around

Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away
When you hold me in your embrace

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down,
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place

I tried many times but nothing was real
Make it fade away
Don't break me down
I want to believe that this is for real
Save me from my fear
Don't tear me down

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place

Don't tear me down
For all I need
Make my heart a better place
Give me something I can believe

Don't tear it down,
What's left of me
Make my heart a better place
Make my heart a better place

Saturday, 14 June 2008

Within Temptation's Memories

Screw the bright side, and welcome the dark. For today....I hope..Anyways, enjoy this vid.



Within Temptation - Memories
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I prayed to the Gods, let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way
To give me sign you're okay

Remind me again it's worth it all
So I can go home

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling, you know I'll love you till the end of time

All of my memories keep you near
In silent moments, imagine you'd be here
All of my memories keep you near
Your silent whispers, silent tears
All of my memories

Mid-Term Exam Fiesta

Mid-term exam has finally begun. Started off with Finite Maths. And, god. It didn't go so well. There were 4 questions, and each question carries 8 marks. I can say straight that I have already failed this exam. You know why? Out of 4 question, 3 was answered. So 8marks gone. Out of 3 questions, 1 subquestion was left unanswered, and about 5 was uncertain. Approximately 4 was just plain ol' doing without thinking, and the rest is history. There is only one question with 3 sub-questions I could really answer. Joy! 8 marks to pass my maths. >.< 

Sigh.

Next in line : Study Skills.

I'm out.

Friday, 13 June 2008

Footprints In The Sand

Why does it feel so empty all of a sudden?..I really don't know. I wish I knew though. Anyways, there this one song I find really touching. And it mean a lot to me. It's called, 'Footprints In The Sand' by Leona Lewis. I guess you can say that I am very attached to this song. lol. Anyways, enjoy the song. :D




Footprints In The Sand
You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And help me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown along the way
Then I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you 
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I been so afraid
And just when I 
I thought I lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
And I'll carry you 
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
And I can feel you when you say...

I promise you
Oh, I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I'll carry you 
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a fried
You'll find my footprints in the sand...

Thursday, 12 June 2008

>.<

My god! So much to do, so little time! *screams* haha! It is now, pilled up once again!

A Super Kick Ass Day!

haha! Lookie, lookie..I'm good all over again! haha! I guess I just needed to be reminded yesterday..ANYWAYSSSssss..........hahaha! I totally KICKED ASS todayyy!!! And heck, I am super happy about it!! hahaha! Weehhooo!

Why do I say so?..haha well, about 3weeks ago, Mrs Chua said to our class, "you must find an ARTICLE regarding the ENVIRONMENT for your next oral presentation". Like every other students in the class, I, too gave her the *gaspp!* look. haha. For weeks, I've been holding onto this, lousy article, I found online. (It has something to do with global warming. haha) I tried to understand that stupid, good-for-nothing article, but my brain just refuses to have any information of it stored in me! (I think it was because there were no conclusion to that article, which made me thought that it was rather stupid to be presenting it to the class. haha!)

A few days ago, well, 2days ago to be exact haha, I went out with Lena for dinner because her parents had to go somewhere, and she was left with no dinner. haha. (i freaking took the public transport all the way to Summit! swts..LOL!) Anyways, when we decided to return home, obviously we have to take the bus. So while waiting, I randomly popped up a topic regarding saving the paper. (haha. yes, i know it was random..) I argued here and there about the newspaper, posting articles about saving the environment, when the newspaper company themselves are printing on paper, which also, equals to the killing of trees! haha! It went on for quite a while I think. haha. Then, I mentioned to Lena that I have an oral coming up on Thursday (which is today), but I don't know what to talk about. So she suggested that I use this topic as my oral presentation! What a brilliant idea! haha! Didn't think of that at all! haha! 

So when I got home, as usual, I got lazy to search for the informations about saving paper or anything of that sort. haha :P BUT! I did it last night, and well, you can say that I got it all at the tip my fingers in just one hour! haha! Great mind thinks (only at night....) haha! So, I brought that information that was stored in my head to College the next day.

The whole of today, I was trying to remember what I was supposed to say. I was actually pacing up and down the corridor like nobody's business, jumping here and there to reduce my nervousness, and talking non-stop about some random thing! (I think some people actually thought I was crazy..haha!). 2pm strikes. I heard the sound of my English classmates saying, "it's englishhh!" haha! They all were just saying that to make me even more nervous than I already am haha! Jackasses..lol. So I entered the class. I went to my seat, placed my bag on the half chair, half table..erm chair-table thing...haha!, went to Mrs.Chua, and told her I wanted to go first. haha! The class wasn't full yet, so we had to wait for everyone to come in before I could start. Omgg..The nervousness that was running in me was....UNBEARABLE!! haha! I paced up and down the classroom, in and out of it, and knocking my head to the wall a few times haha! (really i did! hahaha!) And then finallyy........"Okay, you may start now"....*GASP!*

I started off quite shaky, okay, not quite but A LOT! haha! But towards the middle to the end, it was alright! :D And the class clapped for me too! haha! I was surprised! hahaha! Mrs.Chua didn't even say anything about any flaws, no nothing! (normally she would...lol) But, I was just soooooo relieved that it was finally over. haha! I was shit scared like hell! haha!

It was an amazing day. Real awesome! haha! I kicked english oral up the ass, and lovin' it! :D haha! Anyways, I got to go. Dinnerrr! :D Till next time, adios! 

p/s : thank you Lena for that suggestion! it was a real brilliant thought! you are truly a life savior! :D

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

needing something to hold on to..

argh! this sucks..this really do suck! what the hell am i supposed to do with this stupid emotions of mine?! arghhhhhhhh! i was fine just hours ago, and now, i am fucking depressed and no one is near anywhere for me call or whatever..or unless i think they are busy! argh! whatever! i need to learn to deal with this shit of mine anyways! one way or another! argghhhh! what the freaking helllll!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!