a beating heart

as the rain falls in this cold weather,
there is almost a glimpse of hope.
whether we were left to stand or to wonder,
i'm sure there isn't anything we cannot cope.

so...another day had gone by yet again. which means, another page of this incomplete chapter had written itself down. beautiful yet bitter, sweet yet sour. in other words, bittersweet. this book of life has no ending to it. no one knows exactly when it ends. the magic of striving for the next step brings us closer to the future, and more pages of the previous unfavoured memories were burnt without realization. we strive to be more than what we are, strive for power, for love, for attention, as well as for truth. these motivations takes us out of that little shell that we live in, and make us discover the true meaning of life.

"when i close my eyes i can see, the spotlight are bright on you and me.."

-so she dances, josh groban-

what we are now is a bunch of curious people, demanding and searching for the light. our beating heart can only take so much, can only breathe so much, so why we tend to do more than what we can? why the extra effort just to find out that we are doing is hurting us and the people around us? well, what can i say..we want the best for everyone around us. we can't get everything our way, but hoping that one day, all this would work out, kinda makes it a whole lot easier to breathe. humanitarians, is what we are, but why oh why we do the things we do..i guess we see the after effect of the pain and suffering. there is no need to put ourselves at top priority, just as long as the people around us is fine, we are fine. it's weird, but it happens.

"yes, we all love the craziness that is happening around us. as much as we say we hate it, we still live and breathe the drama around us. without realizing, we are slowly learning to adapt to it, and eventually learnt to favour it. look at it this way, at least our effort will one day be worth it"

sometimes, we do this for the better. i don't exactly know what we are thinking but, hey, what we're doing, it is good thing to do. ;) take care all.