Lyrics of a song

Whenever You Remember - Carrie Underwood

When you look back on times we had
I hope you smile
And know that through the good and through the bad
I was on your side when nobody could hold us down
We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
And no they won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

When you think back on all we've done
I hope you're proud
When you look back and see how far we've come
It was our time to shine
And nobody could hold us down
They thought they'd see us fall
But we, we stood so tall
And no we won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

We claimed the brightest star
And we, we came so far
You know that we, we showed them all
And no they won't forget

Whenever you remember times gone by
Remember how we held our heads so high
When all this world was there for us
And we believed that we could touch the sky
Whenever you remember, I'll be there
Remember how we reached that dream together
Whenever you remember

fall for you

currently listening to : fall for you by secondhand serenade

i have nothing to say..

all i want is just a peace of mind

and that is no where near me..

so far away from me..

i'm so lost, lost of direction

i don't know where to head towards,

i don't know who to listen to..

so for now, i will just hold my breath

and continue living..

Scratched Memory

Have you ever feel so close, but yet so far away? As if like you're almost there, but there is just something holding you back at where you are; somewhat stuck. In this parallel world, we live a double life. As human as we all tend to be, we also tend to divert from what we are, leaving us to become the inner demons that makes us nothing but much more vulnerable than we already are. We are fragile beings who constantly strive for love, attention and most of all, passion. We grow out of our passion for things we love and change our interests to something less memorable because we fear the memory might haunt us in the near future. Oh, sweet, subtle, calming voice, why must you leave this very vulnerable heart? I feared the day, and the day had come its way. Been trying hard to stay real strong, been trying real hard to not think of it, but sooner or later, it'll come back and haunt my very memory - this last bit of my memory..

i'm still dreading the day,

but there's nothing i can say.

living with a mask on my face,

with hopes that will soon fade..

Just when...

Just when you think you've escape from what you are actually thinking, it bounces right back and haunt you like there's no tomorrow..

We can never escape our thoughts. As much as we try to, as much as we want to, we just cannot. We, as humans, believe what we want to believe, and leave reality at the sidelines - slowly waiting its chance to slap our faces in public. It sucks if you put it that way, but it's true. I thought I could runaway from my very own thoughts, and guess what? It did not happen. Right now, I really wish I did not hear what I've heard. I have yet to digest that thought into my head, or refusing to let it happen, rather. I'm denying real hard that it will, or might happen, in this case. I know what's the outcome of thinking about this, and well, I don't like it one bit.

I just hope everything goes well in the future..

A Sudden Shiver

Fate - What is Fate?
Is fate something imaginary? Is it something that determines our future? Or is it just a mere belief? Well, one thing's for sure, we can never escape fate.

Oh yes, how well we know it. Reality sure bites when you don't want them to be. Just when you thought that you could escape from fate, think again; it is bound to come back searching for you. It's kinda scary if you think of it. I'm sure you all have watched the show 'Final Destination', well, relate that to this. We just can't escape fate and whatever fate wants to put us through. Yeah, it is down right, annoying. Not to mention upsetting as well.

Yes, I have my reasons on why I said so, which will not be mention. But yeah, like I said, we cannot escape our fate. Fate is like a vicious circle, just like how life is to us. A circle. Kind to think of it, everything is a circle. See it at my point of view for a moment. Now, think out of the box and use everything you can as an example of circle, like a song! It goes in circle. Movies, roads, directions, words, sentences, and even thoughts. It all runs in a circle, and all for one reason - to send out messages.

Anyways, as I was saying, fate is something that no one can escape. It somehow determines our future (cursed damn fate). Some say that fate brings the people in our lives together, like how friends were to meet one another, but yet, others says that fate is nothing, and that fate is just another excuse used. Does this mean this 'fate' is imaginary? Oh, wouldn't we want to find out. Questions, questions and more questions.

Fate..How I wish I could punch it straight in the face. It has caused so many people so much depression. But of course, happiness as well.

"If fate and time persist, we shall meet again and then maybe start our little game"

pfft...fate.

over and out
LaneHoz

The Song of A Little Bird

OMG! IT'S ALREADY THE END OF THE YEAR!! T.T

I don't believe it's the end of the year already. It seems like just yesterday the first day of the second sem just started, and everyone in English class was so awkward to talk to one another haha! ^^ But look at us now! We have gone way far and God knows what will happens next. aih..I'm gonna miss Mrs.Chua..She's my beloved Intermediate as well as my Advanced English lecturer. She was one heck of a lecturer! She thought me every small detail about essay writing! And guess what?! I scored them nicely! :D But awh..She's retiring after this semester :( We will all miss her dearly; I will miss her dearly. Actually, I already do...lol.

Anyways, this semester had so many things going on. Gossips, rumours, etc. uish...Terrible I tell you haha. College life has just begun when I went into second sem. It was horrible. All the colours, all the dramas, omgg! >.< Can't take it mann..LOL!

I manage to meet a lot of new people in this sem, and got close with a few old ones as well as distant away from some. haha. They're the bomb la I tell you. haha. One of the new peeps i met and is AWESOME-shit is kimberly and phui mun! LOL! I tell you man, they're crazzzeeeee! KERAZY! LOL! Besides that, there's Arinah, Vick, Bryan, Lok Ming, CY! and Chris!!! LOL! I love Chris la..He's such a joker! :D Awesome, AWESOME people! LOL!

And bout people I got close is none other than, haha, Rachel!! haha. Yao Rachellllll!! LOL! It was soooo fun to play her siblings and going to her place for dinner! haha. Awesome cooking btw. :D

haha. It was all great. I hope it will stay this great for the thrid sem. ;)

Anyways, it's already 2am, better get to bed. Toodles.