Wherefore art thou joy?..

Okay, so, maybe we all think after the big, important exam, we all would be happy and go all 'WHEEEeee....' But, I don't see anyone going 'whee' at all. Staying at home is worse than staying in a prison! (okay maybe it isn't that bad but it is indeed a torture). During the holidays, I got nothing but depression. Hmms..Maybe, I should, consider depression pills. Nah!..Medicine is still a drug. Well, so far this period of holiday, I see everyone being all sad and depressed. What are the chances of everyone being sad in one shot?..Hmms, well, let's see..About 101% over 100? Yeap, you got me right. (Geezz...I think I need to hire a circus clown or something for these people :P) Not to say that they are the ones who has been like that, but me, myself as well. How pleasant. Well, I don't know what is there that can be done to make my friends all happy again. Hms, perhaps an outing of a lifetime?..Hms, I think I would just make that party I'm sorta organizing into a blast. (IF I can manage it) I just want them to be happy again. I really don't know how though. Anyones gots any idears? kekeke..Anyways, I'm out for now. Till next time, adios.

lol.

Ok......This poem, was just all so random..I didn't think of it but my hand just typed it all out..swt..lol! Anyways, I don't know what should I name this poem..Maybe I should just leave it as untitled. haha. Anyways, that's all. Adios amegoes.


Tonight is the night,
Where you see angels fight.
It may be a dream,
Or just your head wanting to scream.

An unwritten song was sung,
All bad deeds has been done.
Our mind tried to speak,
But not before we are called a freak.

Hunger for love,
And decided to set free the doves.
Longing for a light,
That shines all bright.

Living under a shadow,
Right beside the window.
Sitting there all alone,
With nothing but just a cell phone.

A beautiful flower bloomed,
But yet the worlds seemed so doomed.
A petal is falling,
In a world that is crumbling.

The road is dead,
And we are all too late.
Apologize? Maybe not,
It was said that it wasn't your fault.

Maybe in some space and time,
You will find your crimes,
And realized the truth,
Before you judge without any prove.

Another poem entry.

Oh well, another sleepless night for me. Wrote a poem about night time. I don't know if it's good but I guess it should be ok. lol. Have fun reading it! =)

When Night Falls

The world is sound asleep,
Underneath the beautiful moonlight.
Yes, it is peaceful indeed,
When we go to bed without any needs.

Children are walking around in their dreams,
While the heartbroken is shedding tears.
The confused is wondering what does life means,
When the scared are facing their fears.

Guardian angels were sent to each and everyone,
But, no one ever realizes it.
While some are out there, having fun,
The angels are slowly admitting defeat.

Most of us go to sleep with thoughts,
And some go without.
Some, sitting on the floor, thinking about faults,
While the rest, just wants to pour their hearts out.

Oh, under the beautiful skies at night,
Is where the unspeakable actions are taking place.
When life plays with us and nothing seems bright,
We become nothing but just our face.

The innocent sleeps,
While the guilty stays awake.
The worried are all thinking deep,
And some, are just waiting to be saved.

We all wish we can keep,
The world all happy and bright.
But yet, the world is still sound asleep,
Underneath the beautiful moonlight.

Future plannings.

Ho ho ho! haha! Backie with another entry! lol. Well, first of all, I'm going in college on the 25th of April. I'm very much excited about it! haha! I'm going to HELP University College to do my foundation in arts beforehand. I got everything planned out. This year, I'm going to do my foundation in arts then, next year, continue my degree on Psychology. Omg. I can't wait to learn what I love doing!! :D After taking my degree, which is 3 years duration, I'm going to work for about 2 or 3 years or lesser to earn money for my master degree on Clinical Psychology. It seems that to become a clinical psychologist, I need a master degree. lol. What to do. Work my ass up the top to get it. haha. In between, I'm going to earn the money to study for my masters. Which costs about 50k or even more. Wooow. Imagine the amount of work I need to do to get that amount of cash. haha! I hope I can.

Well, it seems that Malaysia is slowly getting popular with Psychology. I just wish by the time I'm out with my masters, it will be popular. At least then, I can earn a lot of cash. Wah lau. haha! Future all planned eh?..haha! Well, that's all from me. See yahs! ;)

New Year.

Happy New Year to everyone here who's reading this! :D It's the year of 2008!! We all finally have a chance to start anew! *jumps! Well, a recap of the year 2007. The year 2007, was all emotional, arguments, and problems everywhere. I doubt that there's one single person I know is happy throughout the year. There's so many problems! lol. But i can feel that the year 2008, it's going to be a brand new year, a brand new life!..I'm gonna do all I can to make up for the previous year. Really, it was all wasted just like that. I am going to finally be myself and live my own life without having to be judged by my every move. I am going to be a whole new person. :D I have the hope and faith to move on and I will! March man, march!!!! :D

Random thoughts.

Just the random thoughts that pop into my mind.

I love my friends. I know they know. I just want to show them that I do. How?..Is it possible to show? No. Tried it so many times. Doubt they saw it. I think they did. But forgotten. Maybe I'm trying to hard. No one knows. This isn't in proper grammar form. Random. What ever happens tomorrow?..Fear of being forgotten. Nothing lasts forever. Even believed. Can always try?..Nah. Tomorrow, unknown. Should I?..Nope. No such thing as real. Maybe there is. Who knows. I want truth. Hard to keep, easy to forget. Me.

The Guitar Performance.

Yesterday I went to somewhere near Jalan Ipoh with Vincent and some of his students to a place that looks like an International School. My parents followed his car to the place and God, it was so secluded! haha. That place is called Lycée François. Wow. A french name. lol! That place was awesome! Nothing like our government school, it has gymnasiums, swimming pool, etc. haha. I feel jealousy in my veins. lol. Anyways, I went there for a classical guitar recital. It was played by this french guy. He was awesome! He has got so many tricks he can play using the guitar. Ah yes, the art of guitaring is sure a beauty! :D However, sad to say, that I don't remember the guitarist's name haha! He was a famous guitarist in France and now he is going all over the world. It's awesome! The hall that he performed in, was, wow...It's nothing like our school hall! lol. It actually make u feel like you're in an expensive orchestra house. lol. Let me show u some of the pictures I've took during his performance. :D


Before the performance. duhh...lol


There's that dude.


he looks like Mika!

LOL!. Yes indeed he looks like Mika. lol. After the performance, it was quite late and I still haven't had my dinner!! lol. So we decided to go to Jalan Pahang to have some Bei Ke! Omgs...*droolz...* It tastes so good! Sorry I didn't get to take the picture. I was sooooo hungry! lol! Oh yes, and thank you Vincent for the tickets! It was superb and awesome! lol. Gonna see him again later for class. haha. Having a guitar teacher is awesome! lol. Anyways, that's all from me. See ya! ;)