the need to rebel

can someone tell me what is going on in my mind? can someone remind me i'm not left behind? can you carry me once again, and let me know that this is all just an imaginary pain? i am lost all over again, and i need you to guide me to the light of eternal forgiveness..take me away for i need a breather, a great need to discover. can't take no more of this rebellious side that is inside of me, waiting to seed itself. remind me once again that i'm not alone, that i'm still the person you run to..for i have started letting myself go into the deepest sea of sins..